Shoulda Coulda Woulda

My reality is this:

-I should have lost 75 lbs in the 7.5 months I've been on "the plan".  To date I am down 48 lbs.

-I have not really been committed to "the plan" for at least two months.  I guess you could say that I have regressed to my San Francisco (fun!) lifestyle.

-I have not done cardio regularly in just as long.

-I gained back 8.6 lbs of my initial loss.  I can feel it all over my body and it every piece of clothing.

-For all of the above, I am BEYOND aggrevated, annoyed, infuriated, at myself.

My reality also is:

-Yesterday I sat through a Weight Watchers meeting.  Weighed in.  Actually participated in discussion.

-Yesterday and today I have tracked my points.

-Yesterday and today I have done cardio.  Tomorrow I have a date with the trainer.

-Two weekends ago I moved in with my boyfriend.  Very grownup of me.  Very excited.

In the interest of my sanity, I am electing to focus on the latter list.