Meh

This week found me significantly lacking motivation--a general sense of "meh".

Not particularly sure why, but the result was less cardio than intended (and blogging delinquency).  Ungood.  On the upside, my eating and training were pretty solidly on track--that does not make up for my not being as active as I should.  Thank goodness for the trainer; having an appointment in the gym at least keeps me from flaking 3 times a week.

I feel like I need a jumpstart.  I am utterly hopeful that that does not come in the form of yet another lackluster weigh in.  Not that I wouldn't deserve it.

I look in the mirror and I feel fatter.  It is wholly and completely impossible that I actually am.  Perhaps a mind trick brought on by guilt due to lack of cardio.

Next week it will be better.  I will make certain of it.