Friday, October 26, 2012

Trifecta

Nope...didn't win a trifecta in Vegas..

But DID manage to score 3 postcards from my Weight Watchers meeting leader asking where I've been and mentioning that she'd "missed my comments in class."  Yeah, that last part is clearly a stretch....but unfortunately, my absence is a true story.

Why I have put myself in this position, I will never know.

Dropping 64 lbs in 11 months..and putting most of it back on in 7 months fucking sucks.  But really, how did I expect that it would feel?!?

Buying a wedding dress 4 sizes too small?  Not my shining moment.

And boxing myself into a corner by waiting until the very last second to get back on track.  Clear brilliance.

I am smarter than this.  I mean, generally I am.

And it's gonna take every ounce of will power and determination to get myself out of this mess of my own making.

Because I have 2.5 months until I have to get sewn into the dress....and 4.5 months until I have to wear it in public (and in pictures that I will have for a lifetime).

Let the good times roll.

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